God loved the birds and invented trees. Man loved the birds and invented cages.
-Jacques Deval
This quote was posted, by my dear friend during the midst of our discussion yesterday about love... The quote most defiantly embraces what we were saying. Had someone (Matt) ask for an in depth discussion via a blog.
First off, background. I am not sure if I have mentioned it before, but I personally love unconditionally. Unique because in this world so many put restrictions on love. Personally, I just can't seem to find it in my heart to do so. At one time, maybe. But it's been so long ago, I just don't get why or how to anymore.
16yrs, bit more now. Had this guy in my life, always a guy? Blah. NO. He was a best friend,very sick at the time. Honestly, I don't remember how the conversation started, but I remember it. What we leave behind. He asked me and while I was thinking he said he wanted to leave LOVE. Okay, I have no poker face, so there was an immediate puzzled look. He elaborated. Saying he wanted everyone to know that he loved them... OHHHH. I see. Smart, smart! We made an agreement to always tell each other that we loved the other. He had a billion reasons why you should say it, and say it often, but being sincere.. it validates the person you are saying it to, on a deep level. He was living in the moment... and loving in the moment... and sharing that experience with his world.
After he passed, this other person came into my life. We dated, me and this guy, I have mentioned him before, Ev (or E, I interchange them all the time, he was the first to call me M, LONG story!). Ev and I became best friends. We discussed the love theory at some length... and we challenged each other to implement it. Awkward at first... because we had broken up, months before... but we were bests still, so there was obviously love there. That's when I learned to categorize it into romantic vs non-romantic. The Greeks have 5 words for love... why can't I have two?
Explain, because, it is a unique thing. Its just loving for the sake of loving... Nada expected in return... hang on, there is a poem.. that describes, before I post the whole thing as the description...
Love Not Out Of Want...
nlove
not out of want
not out of need
love
out of choice
love for sake of loving
love
unconditionally
unrestricted; no agenda
love
mercifully
extending forgiveness
love
gratefully
thankful at every chance
love
compassionately
nurturing and healing
love
passionately
let yourself free
love
eternally
without need to end
most important... receive.
the well will not run dry
be loved
surrender
let love in
Okay that's outta the way... Hopefully it creates more answers than questions. Been my philosophy for quite sometime now, just to love. And do so without conditions because, no one likes to jump through hoops. No one wants the you-have-to-do-this-inorder-to-get-this kinda stuff over their head... That is manipulation. The unconditional kind of love I share is very nurturing, its in my nature as a healer to do so.
Love just for sake of loving, all out, nothing in return... This seems like a perfect kinda love. No I know not everyone does it... And I have been burned because people don't get it. I know of six individuals in my life who love like this. Six... that I hold close, and tell them I love them often... and they do the same. Is it romantic? NOPE. Now my friends fam know I am a dork about this too, telling them I love them often. I don't think they understand all of it, but they humor me. Somewhere I know it resonates within them, they know that no matter what happens I care about them... that they are loved.
Practicality... I have a lot of love to give... and I do get burned out. If you love everyone, what makes that ONE special? What differentiate friendships from acquaintances... ahhhh. Well the romantic kinda mushy love... for one, (which btw, is still unconditional). The later is about trust. Though there is trust in the first one. Trust, is an entirely different subject for me, another blog. Trust is something I hold near and dear, and it can be earned... and you can get closer to the inner part of me...
In the real world... the application yesterday had me in tears. Ugh. I forget that those words wow. What a difference they can mean when they have sincerity behind them. I was having my own stumbling blocks yesterday... dealing with my own internal demons combined with some external happenings, made for a really off day. When I got that voicemail from Ev all he said was... "this is your reminder. I love you."
Oh the goober! That was the emotional shove that threw me off the cliff... I was balling. It was EXACTLY what I needed to hear, exactly when I needed to hear it. I text his sis asking her to relay the message... because I knew he was on a plane. She said she would. Ten min later, I got another voicemail (he dialed my voicemail directly GRRR.) "Just got a feeling you needed to hear it. Gonna say it again. I love you. I know you're mad and frustrated. But M you talk to much and I can't talk right now." Yes Ev, I know you read this... thank you, I did need to hear it. You know me and even though you are a sh*t for the direct vmail dial, I love you back.
Monday, July 25, 2011
Unconditional Challenge.
Explain, because, it is a unique thing. Its just loving for the sake of loving... Nada expected in return... hang on, there is a poem.. that describes, before I post the whole thing as the description...
Love Not Out Of Want...
Friday, July 22, 2011
Letting Go of the Anger Inside
Ever have a person walk into your life, show you what the heck is going on, very matter-of-factly.... and shake you up, to the root of your core? Make you question everything that is going on? Make you see that you aren't really living only existing, and even then it's not well? And do it in a way that is NOT condescending, not judgemental? It's like they just hold up a mirror, show you your internal self..... no wait, a magnifying mirror (ugh those things) showing you stuff not everyone sees, but it's there, the stuff buried down deep..... but yet, THEY don't look, they don't judge what is in the mirror....
I know, lots of questions to open up a blog with. There is a quote from a book that keeps coming to mind.
"I was dead until you found me, though I breathed. I was sightless, though I could see. And then you came...and I was awakened."
-Zsadist
[the book is Lover Awakened, by J.R. Ward]
Change always happens; it's the only constant in life. Sometimes we are ready for it, other times we resist it. There was already a shift taking place when this person came into my life and set forth that mirror to show me all the anger that was still inside, all the resentment I thought I had let go. I was on the path to healing to happiness but "stuck"... I was at the my plateau and didn't know why.... THEN...
He didn't do it out of malice, he wasn't intending on proving a point by asking the questions he asked. We were just having a matter-of-fact conversation. It was even light-hearted, open, honest, sincere... Great energy... great dynamic. Sarcasm, jokes, witty.... Fantastic conversation. When I was least expecting it along came THE question. I answered straight from my heart, no filter. And then my WOW moment. In just a few sentences --Crap, he cut right through all the bs and found the heart of the problem. I was left dumbfounded.... but we continued to talk. If he ever judged me based off of what I said, those few words... He never said. Dang, I sure as heck took notice though.
Knowing what I know... I knew that the anger and anything else negative had to be let go. I wanted to be happier, but didn't know how to get there. And well, there was the puzzle piece, the key, it was right in front of me. If I was going to move on, to progress, to be able to be sincerely happy, I had to let go of all the anger. Anger has no place in a loving heart.
Shift....change... transform.... no, not my poem this time (there is a poem I wrote entitled 'shift, change, transform', this time), being my authentic self. Getting comfortable in my own skin. Because of him? NOPE. Because of ME. It was an unhealthy place to be and was not going to let me be truly happy. Why should I let the person that angered me so much have control over my happiness? So I have let go.
Forgiveness? Yea. It's part of the process. Not sure that I was really even at this part until recently. All are forgiven, including myself, that was one of the hardest parts... forgiving myself. I am who I am because of what has happened to me, not that it defines me... Because those circumstances do not. But they have made me a better person because I want to be better; because I will rise above it, take my lessons, and continue on living and loving.
With an open and grateful heart I proceed.
I know, lots of questions to open up a blog with. There is a quote from a book that keeps coming to mind.
"I was dead until you found me, though I breathed. I was sightless, though I could see. And then you came...and I was awakened."
-Zsadist
[the book is Lover Awakened, by J.R. Ward]
Change always happens; it's the only constant in life. Sometimes we are ready for it, other times we resist it. There was already a shift taking place when this person came into my life and set forth that mirror to show me all the anger that was still inside, all the resentment I thought I had let go. I was on the path to healing to happiness but "stuck"... I was at the my plateau and didn't know why.... THEN...
He didn't do it out of malice, he wasn't intending on proving a point by asking the questions he asked. We were just having a matter-of-fact conversation. It was even light-hearted, open, honest, sincere... Great energy... great dynamic. Sarcasm, jokes, witty.... Fantastic conversation. When I was least expecting it along came THE question. I answered straight from my heart, no filter. And then my WOW moment. In just a few sentences --Crap, he cut right through all the bs and found the heart of the problem. I was left dumbfounded.... but we continued to talk. If he ever judged me based off of what I said, those few words... He never said. Dang, I sure as heck took notice though.
Knowing what I know... I knew that the anger and anything else negative had to be let go. I wanted to be happier, but didn't know how to get there. And well, there was the puzzle piece, the key, it was right in front of me. If I was going to move on, to progress, to be able to be sincerely happy, I had to let go of all the anger. Anger has no place in a loving heart.
Shift....change... transform.... no, not my poem this time (there is a poem I wrote entitled 'shift, change, transform', this time), being my authentic self. Getting comfortable in my own skin. Because of him? NOPE. Because of ME. It was an unhealthy place to be and was not going to let me be truly happy. Why should I let the person that angered me so much have control over my happiness? So I have let go.
Forgiveness? Yea. It's part of the process. Not sure that I was really even at this part until recently. All are forgiven, including myself, that was one of the hardest parts... forgiving myself. I am who I am because of what has happened to me, not that it defines me... Because those circumstances do not. But they have made me a better person because I want to be better; because I will rise above it, take my lessons, and continue on living and loving.
With an open and grateful heart I proceed.
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
SMOKIN' <--my brain at least, for the moment.
I think my brain my be smoking just a bit... I just got done doing what I have been trying to do for a month at least... Putting people out there on my network, bragging about my friends... Introducing them to other friends, like interests... and what not. It was the creation process that was a bit more challenging. But I think I have the hang of it. At least for now. LOL.
Trying my best to group like genres so I am not quite so random. Things are coming together.... sort of. I don't really know which direction is up at the moment. Well, no that's not accurate, I know which way is up, but there are a lot of ups... It's time to push just a bit and then wait to see what happens. I am waiting for that next door to open... down at the end of the hallway full of doors.. no worries, I got my eyes on the windows too. I never count anything.
Proceeding with an open heart is what I do best.
Being incredibly positive. Like attracts like... Supporting dreams and seeing mine in the process, kinda a cool adventure. It becomes a game of connect the dots. I just need a few closer so that I can get to where I need to get to... Dear Universe, I am grateful for where I am and what I have, and WHO is in my life. Cannot for get all of that. I am very very grateful. Now I would appreciate a sign as to the next direction. I had a soft opportunity cross my path yesterday. But at the moment, I deserve something just more than a suggestion.
I will continue to be open, to be honest, to be present... To pray and meditate. And heal... And do what I do best. Make people laugh, be 100% the light that I am... Open my heart and let that light shine!
Trying my best to group like genres so I am not quite so random. Things are coming together.... sort of. I don't really know which direction is up at the moment. Well, no that's not accurate, I know which way is up, but there are a lot of ups... It's time to push just a bit and then wait to see what happens. I am waiting for that next door to open... down at the end of the hallway full of doors.. no worries, I got my eyes on the windows too. I never count anything.Proceeding with an open heart is what I do best.
Being incredibly positive. Like attracts like... Supporting dreams and seeing mine in the process, kinda a cool adventure. It becomes a game of connect the dots. I just need a few closer so that I can get to where I need to get to... Dear Universe, I am grateful for where I am and what I have, and WHO is in my life. Cannot for get all of that. I am very very grateful. Now I would appreciate a sign as to the next direction. I had a soft opportunity cross my path yesterday. But at the moment, I deserve something just more than a suggestion.
I will continue to be open, to be honest, to be present... To pray and meditate. And heal... And do what I do best. Make people laugh, be 100% the light that I am... Open my heart and let that light shine!
Saturday, July 16, 2011
This Is (ALL) Only A Test
You know that really annoying radio/tv test alert? We've all heard it, that high pitched squeal (when we were kids) now its just a buzz, several times... followed by the announcement that 'this was a test of the emergency broadcast system. If this had been an actual emergency...blah, blah, blah...'. Yea we occasionally get them here for weather alerts....
Occurred to me that today well life is like that. All of this is only a test... But instead of some weather alert system of our 'internal faith system'. Thought about it... thought about saying that I wanted to have the dang alert when I was about to be "tested". But here's the thing... ALL of life is a test! ALL of it. Yea, I actually thought about this blog before coming on here and regurgitating all of it. We should be aware that we are being tested, sometimes on small things some times on large things every day. Those trials of faith usually happened when it's something big. But we cannot forget those smaller acts or grievances. Those should also be accounted for, I mean we should certainly ask for forgiveness if we have wronged no matter the size of the wrong done. Small acts of kindness definitely create ripples in the scheme of life as well.
So sitting here, knowing that today's fight, Mari vs the past(because this has happened before) only... well it WASN'T at all like this. Yea, the dr's appt. Yea, the "NEWS" but this time I had people. Instead of someone being there physically with me in the room while things went horribly wrong, I was alone. But I shared it with the person the info was relevant to... and instead of turning a bind eye and def ear to it... instead of it being a nuisance... He was concerned. It's still being processed so IDK where it will lead. But I am aware that it isn't really Me vs the past any longer... No, that I am in a different place now. One that is full of love and support.
Speaking to those who are close to me, the few on the inside, I know I am loved and valued as a person. Yea, totally different place. And my faith. Wow, 180 degree difference, and it has been given affirmation time and time again. I know that God is there, guiding me, that He is present in my life, there is no denying it... I am surrounded with love. I just need to use it to heal, and heal properly. I know it's gonna take time. I know this won't happen over night. And not delusional to think that I am not gonna stumble as I try to repair.
It IS with that grateful heart that I proceed.
Occurred to me that today well life is like that. All of this is only a test... But instead of some weather alert system of our 'internal faith system'. Thought about it... thought about saying that I wanted to have the dang alert when I was about to be "tested". But here's the thing... ALL of life is a test! ALL of it. Yea, I actually thought about this blog before coming on here and regurgitating all of it. We should be aware that we are being tested, sometimes on small things some times on large things every day. Those trials of faith usually happened when it's something big. But we cannot forget those smaller acts or grievances. Those should also be accounted for, I mean we should certainly ask for forgiveness if we have wronged no matter the size of the wrong done. Small acts of kindness definitely create ripples in the scheme of life as well.
So sitting here, knowing that today's fight, Mari vs the past(because this has happened before) only... well it WASN'T at all like this. Yea, the dr's appt. Yea, the "NEWS" but this time I had people. Instead of someone being there physically with me in the room while things went horribly wrong, I was alone. But I shared it with the person the info was relevant to... and instead of turning a bind eye and def ear to it... instead of it being a nuisance... He was concerned. It's still being processed so IDK where it will lead. But I am aware that it isn't really Me vs the past any longer... No, that I am in a different place now. One that is full of love and support.
Speaking to those who are close to me, the few on the inside, I know I am loved and valued as a person. Yea, totally different place. And my faith. Wow, 180 degree difference, and it has been given affirmation time and time again. I know that God is there, guiding me, that He is present in my life, there is no denying it... I am surrounded with love. I just need to use it to heal, and heal properly. I know it's gonna take time. I know this won't happen over night. And not delusional to think that I am not gonna stumble as I try to repair.
It IS with that grateful heart that I proceed.
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Holy Followers, BATMAN!
Okay the twitter site is up and running.... didn't have as much time as I'd like to spend on it today, but spent a good chunk of time, networking though.... just didn't get to the posting parts. Research. YUP lots of it. Fun, exhausting, and comical! We went from 70ish followers last night to 138 tonight, not too shabby. Only been up since Tuesday. Making those connections. Bunch of DM's but eh, progressing. Steady work.
Lots of motivation this morning, in the form of positive energy. I started something fun there too. The original intention was just a internal kinda pick me up, hoping that it would shine into a few other lives. YIKES, think we had enough positive energy, that if there was some way of harnessing it, we coulda lit up VEGAS for a few hours. Oh I so do love the people in my life, they continually lift me up.
Going about the right path, still didn't find the all the links I was searching for today... but I have to put that project to bed because seriously, I will never sleep any other way. No kiddos tomorrow, for the first time in a month and a half. Feels odd. Pushing though that. Other opportunities came knocking yesterday. Someone mentioned pay today, and hummmmm. Well it still maybe down the road a bit, working on another one of those side projects that may just come front and center... Supporting more dreams.
Speaking of dreams time for me to go visit a few of mine in the unconscious form. Good night, be well, sleep well.
Lots of motivation this morning, in the form of positive energy. I started something fun there too. The original intention was just a internal kinda pick me up, hoping that it would shine into a few other lives. YIKES, think we had enough positive energy, that if there was some way of harnessing it, we coulda lit up VEGAS for a few hours. Oh I so do love the people in my life, they continually lift me up.
Going about the right path, still didn't find the all the links I was searching for today... but I have to put that project to bed because seriously, I will never sleep any other way. No kiddos tomorrow, for the first time in a month and a half. Feels odd. Pushing though that. Other opportunities came knocking yesterday. Someone mentioned pay today, and hummmmm. Well it still maybe down the road a bit, working on another one of those side projects that may just come front and center... Supporting more dreams.
Speaking of dreams time for me to go visit a few of mine in the unconscious form. Good night, be well, sleep well.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
Hey Batter, Batter... Swing! (ugh curve ball)
Seems like I was looking straight down the center and wasn't prepared for that curve ball. It will be alright, let me get my bearings and realize that that too is one of your pitches. Yup, 'hey batter, batter'. NO WORRIES I am down but not out, focused now... got this one. Go ahead your pitch.
We were shooting around with analogies in today's meeting. LOL. We are gonna roll with this one.. the "curve ball" hummm. In some odd twist of fate, I was given exactly what I have been asking for. LMAO. Be careful what you ask for? Nah, I am happy to help. I have some great ideas, just implementing them is a bit bigger process than I figured. Baby steps, but I was reminded yesterday that I have to see the bigger picture too. THANK YOU, my best, for that reminder.
Funnier because this "learning curve", undertaking this project and all that goes with it; well, I have decided to up the anti. Make it even more challenging on the road ahead. Who wants easy, blah! Let's strive for greatness... This project, is just the tip of the ice burg for everyone -- Me, the person I am representing, and then a few others I intend on assisting.
So after that curve ball, yesterday... LOL. I am recovering, shook it off. For the record: don't lean into the pitch. Somehow I am back up to bat again. Glutton for punishment? ... maybe... or maybe its just me doing what I do; I won't back down. I know that I can master this challenge. Seeing the pitch as it's thrown, what color does the ball look like? Ahhh there are tricks! YES. Listening and picking up on ques.
If that isn't enough, I haven't been on her lately because I have been busy with the kiddos. Well... Seems that will come to an end too, sooner than I ever anticipated. The last time I heard that was last school year. OUCH. Yea, it is tough.... my plate is full again, where do I go from here, kinda questions. But last time I was this lost, I prayed, and those gorgeous angels came into my life. Healing me.... and blessing me with a beautiful friendship.
So back up to bat I go. Knowing that this could be straight over the plate at any speed, a change up those lucky curve balls.
More than a bit exhausted from today's events. Time to rest, at least for a bit. As always with a grateful heart I proceed.
We were shooting around with analogies in today's meeting. LOL. We are gonna roll with this one.. the "curve ball" hummm. In some odd twist of fate, I was given exactly what I have been asking for. LMAO. Be careful what you ask for? Nah, I am happy to help. I have some great ideas, just implementing them is a bit bigger process than I figured. Baby steps, but I was reminded yesterday that I have to see the bigger picture too. THANK YOU, my best, for that reminder.
Funnier because this "learning curve", undertaking this project and all that goes with it; well, I have decided to up the anti. Make it even more challenging on the road ahead. Who wants easy, blah! Let's strive for greatness... This project, is just the tip of the ice burg for everyone -- Me, the person I am representing, and then a few others I intend on assisting.
So after that curve ball, yesterday... LOL. I am recovering, shook it off. For the record: don't lean into the pitch. Somehow I am back up to bat again. Glutton for punishment? ... maybe... or maybe its just me doing what I do; I won't back down. I know that I can master this challenge. Seeing the pitch as it's thrown, what color does the ball look like? Ahhh there are tricks! YES. Listening and picking up on ques.
If that isn't enough, I haven't been on her lately because I have been busy with the kiddos. Well... Seems that will come to an end too, sooner than I ever anticipated. The last time I heard that was last school year. OUCH. Yea, it is tough.... my plate is full again, where do I go from here, kinda questions. But last time I was this lost, I prayed, and those gorgeous angels came into my life. Healing me.... and blessing me with a beautiful friendship.
So back up to bat I go. Knowing that this could be straight over the plate at any speed, a change up those lucky curve balls.
More than a bit exhausted from today's events. Time to rest, at least for a bit. As always with a grateful heart I proceed.
The Empath Strikes Back!
Haha. Yup. Funny title. But oh holy crap it means that some days, if my guard isn't up that I have more ups and downs than a pair of hooker's panties. Was "explaining" my feelers as I call it... and well seriously confused Matt and Laura both, meaning out comes Google. Awww education by University of Google. I love it! I could go off on that tangent... Laura found a link, somewhere at the top. After an about.com link. Which I don't normally like, because they are dry, but it explained things too. So here's that link... first. Pffft.
The link --->>> about.com - traits of an empath
and then there was a test... YUP. And a dare to take it. Oh poop... Me and dares. Whatever, I took the darn thing. Yea, how about it was a short quiz... but insightful, kinda -nah more like validating. Yessurh validation!!!! Gonna just post site with MY results below...
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Quiz link --->>> empath test
Your Results:
Your Total Score: 75
Your Out of Control Healer Score: 10
Your Protection Tools Score: 23
How Much You Mirror Others Unconsciously Score: 12
Your Appreciation for Nature Score: 10
You scored extremely high on the overall results. You are definitely an empath.
You are highly intuitive and can almost always tell when people are lying. You may want to look into getting energy work and healing done on your second chakra. Usually people that need to be around water all the time have blocks in their second chakras. You love nature and unconsciously understand its healing effects -- which is a general, but strong indicator that you are an empath. You have a deep love and appreciation for nature. You recognize the sacred expression of all beings. You are truly wise. But you have a wonderful ability to sway and change the moods, energies, atmospheres, and environments around you.
You need to learn how to recognize and differentiate other people's energy from yours. Learning psychic/empathic meditation tools will help. You scored fairly poor on the "Mirroring Others Unconsciously" portion of the quiz. It looks like you have a tendency to mirror other people and their energy. Your score indicates that you would benefit from learning to run energy, ground yourself, and protect your aura.
You scored very low on the "Has Protection Tools" section of the quiz. This means that your ability to protect yourself energetically is poor. You are like a psychic sponge. You would benefit from energy healing and empathic protection tools! You are a wonderful and loving person. You are also what is known as an "out of control healer!" You would benefit immensely from energy work and empathic tools for releasing guilt and responsibility.
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Okay now that that is all said and done. I am good to continue on with my other posts. Just explaining the unexplainable, I guess, or attempting to explain.
You'll see this term again. It shows up often, I do believe this is at least the second time I have posted a specific blog something about me being a feeler with feelers... The other post was entitled "Empathetic Me". But it's an underlying factor in what makes me me.
With that open, healing heart I proceed!
The link --->>> about.com - traits of an empath
and then there was a test... YUP. And a dare to take it. Oh poop... Me and dares. Whatever, I took the darn thing. Yea, how about it was a short quiz... but insightful, kinda -nah more like validating. Yessurh validation!!!! Gonna just post site with MY results below...
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Quiz link --->>> empath test
Your Results:
Your Total Score: 75
Your Out of Control Healer Score: 10
Your Protection Tools Score: 23
How Much You Mirror Others Unconsciously Score: 12
Your Appreciation for Nature Score: 10
You scored extremely high on the overall results. You are definitely an empath.
You are highly intuitive and can almost always tell when people are lying. You may want to look into getting energy work and healing done on your second chakra. Usually people that need to be around water all the time have blocks in their second chakras. You love nature and unconsciously understand its healing effects -- which is a general, but strong indicator that you are an empath. You have a deep love and appreciation for nature. You recognize the sacred expression of all beings. You are truly wise. But you have a wonderful ability to sway and change the moods, energies, atmospheres, and environments around you.
You need to learn how to recognize and differentiate other people's energy from yours. Learning psychic/empathic meditation tools will help. You scored fairly poor on the "Mirroring Others Unconsciously" portion of the quiz. It looks like you have a tendency to mirror other people and their energy. Your score indicates that you would benefit from learning to run energy, ground yourself, and protect your aura.
You scored very low on the "Has Protection Tools" section of the quiz. This means that your ability to protect yourself energetically is poor. You are like a psychic sponge. You would benefit from energy healing and empathic protection tools! You are a wonderful and loving person. You are also what is known as an "out of control healer!" You would benefit immensely from energy work and empathic tools for releasing guilt and responsibility.
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Okay now that that is all said and done. I am good to continue on with my other posts. Just explaining the unexplainable, I guess, or attempting to explain.
You'll see this term again. It shows up often, I do believe this is at least the second time I have posted a specific blog something about me being a feeler with feelers... The other post was entitled "Empathetic Me". But it's an underlying factor in what makes me me.
With that open, healing heart I proceed!
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