Sitting here and writing again... Feels like a comfortable pair of jeans. Just picked up and put back on... Everthing feels easy. The characters... even my poems just flow. I guess there is a time and a place as long as we are willing to get out of our own way sometimes, things happen. Good things too!
I was kinda, well not kinda, pretty darn upset yesterday. LOL. Seems that I have become pretty opinionated as to what I will tolerate and what I won't, was rubbed the wrong way. Irritated isn't the beginning of it. But well some good came of it. Matt challanged me to write a heck of a scene, gave me the pirameters and told me to run with it. I asked how many pages, he said, three or half an hr, which ever happens first. Well they were about the same time. I sent it to him. His reply? HOLY CRAP, I should piss you off more often. Wow. Nice, eh? He ment it as a compliment and that was what the subsequent texts said... but well yea. I was done with the negativity... at that point. A few people had made me laugh. Yea, that screws up me being pissed.
So things are lining up. Working themselves out. And I can't help but hear this little voice in my head that someone once told me that once I got my feet back under me I would become just this kinda opinionated again. COOL. I am getting back to being me FINALLY! Yes, little voice, if you are reading, thank you.
Dear Garcia, I did not know you when you were not you. You are so you that I cannot imagine you not being you. I am ever-so-glad that you are back to you. Whomever took you away from you was a jerk! Please do not lose you again...T.
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